++this lust to my brain feels like a g;n

2005-08-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

did you miss being my friend?

prelims.

2005-08-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE GONNA BE OVER IN SIX DAYS
there's art tomorrow x\
but that'll be over in six days too

acop.

2005-07-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

a change of pace is going on tour with bleed the dream, roses are red and greely estates x
jake is searching for:
I am a crazy vato and I wont hestiate to fuckin choke a bitch if that fuckin ho doesnt get me my fuckin money I'm wayne brady mutha fuckas RIVERSIDE BITCH

MSN Search says:
We couldn't find any sites containing "I am a crazy vato and I wont hestiate to fuckin choke a bitch if that fuckin ho doesnt get me my fuckin money I'm wayne brady mutha fuckas RIVERSIDE BITCH". Try using different search words.

gc.

2005-07-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

GC WAS SO EFFING GOOD
I GOT THE WATER BOTTLE ♥

he's living with me
we're sharing a bed
we're getting married
and we're gonna have sex

lots and lots of it
ROAR ♥

hollow.

2005-07-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday was really bad

i hate feeling hollow
it just comes out of nowhere
at first you dont feel anything
then you feel sad
and that leads to frustration

yesterday i started thinking about the after-life
like what would happen after you die
how do you know if there's really a heaven and hell
what if we get reincarniated
what if its just vast darkness
how do you know for sure where you'll be
please dont tell me something stupid like its written in the bible
you'll probably end up pizzing me off

alien.

2005-07-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

it was me
i remind me of you

BANG.

2005-06-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

i want him ): fuck face, where are you?

ROAR didnt finish watching kill bill
but part two was damn good

♥ BANG BANG

MEOW.

2005-06-08T07:56:00.000+08:00

i know that there's a point i've missed, a shrine or stone i havent kissed, a scar that never graced my wrist, a mirror that hasn't met my fist. im waiting for a sign, i'll stare straight into the sun, and i wont close my eyes till i understand or go blind.

ree thinks im obssessed with (xxx
its eight am, im skipping first two periods ha
i cant wait for next friday, partayeee
next sat, more partayeee ROAR

justin.

2005-06-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

hash: feel so BLAH
justin: but whyy.. tired? sheepish?
hash: no i just feel blah. dont feel like doing anything
justin: i know how tt feels. go stone or smth. and take a pic of urself or smth
hash: HAHA damn funny. i dont like stoning
justin: it would be quite cool la, lke " oh so this is how i look when i stone"
hash: i know how i look like la. justin, mirror for WHAT
justin: are you SURE? mirror to see the devil

HAHAHA. okay. i thought that was damn funny

yesterday was the eunice's and ying' birthday party. pretty fun. had steamboat for dinner. YUM YUM. the pink sports car was pretty too (xxx

IM A FATTIE GIRL
WOULD YOU DANCE WITH ME

FALL IN LOVEEE.

2005-05-30T12:25:00.001+08:00

pretty guitar. back and front view. heart

XOXO thinks i still like him. he's flirting when he really shouldnt be

im trying alternatives to listening to the used. instead of trying so hard to sing, or scream, like a guy, yes, HAHAHA, i dance. ha. im finding ways to amuse myself

i think this is the hundredth time im listening to a box of sharp objects. more heart

sometimes i dont make sense

hash is happy (xxx

quizzes.

2005-05-23T17:19:00.001+08:00

im effing bored. so here goes.

You scored as Billy Idol. you cry "more, more, more" for billy idol! you love the 80s and everything it stood for! you wear your leg warmers with pride, and still have your rainbow brite doll. side ponytails will always be in.

Billy Idol

100%

Rivers Cuomo

94%

Garth Brooks

94%

Glenn Miller

94%

Marilyn Manson

88%

Justin Timberlake

88%

Peter Frampton

88%

Bob Marley

81%

john lennon

81%

Usher

81%

buddy holly

81%

keith partridge

81%

Who Is Your Music Soulmate?
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You scored as 94 Hours by As I Lay Dying. Your favorite song is 94 Hours by As I Lay Dying. You're a hardcore mother fucking asshole.

94 Hours by As I Lay Dying

75%

Thoughts of Yesterday by TSOL

69%

Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh by Bright Eyes

69%

Morpheus Laughing by Skinny Puppy

50%

Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy

38%

Hell Looks A Lot Like L.A. by Less Than Jake

19%

What is your favorite song?
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You scored as Mikey Way. YEah! its Mikey! He's So Hard Core! He's so CUTE! Just Remember to keep an eye on him or he'll electricute himself! Ahhhhh... he's so AWESOME!
Quote-"There's less violence in the world when people are using Hula-Hoops."

Gerard Way

55%

Bob Bryar

55%

Mikey Way

55%

Frank Iero

35%

Ray Toro

25%

Which My Chemical Romance Member was Meant for YOU!
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mikeyyy <888 gerrard and frank are rad too. mcr has cute boys. ha. billy idol is one hot bastard. as i lay dying is pretty damn bloody good

2005-05-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

HASHHHH asked me to update her blog FOR HER cos she's TOO LAZY. NOOOOO that was just an EXCUSE, she just wants to watch Mychemicalromance on TV and oogle at GERRAD WAY. what an ASS.

KIDDINGG!!

WHAT NOW?

I WANNA WATCH THE JACKET!

I can't blog la.

charm.

rubbish.

2005-05-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

YAY. four-eight got second place. woohoot. does the chicken dance.

steff's and shuwen's bbq on sunday was effing fun. i got my drinks. i got to cycle. and i SORTA skootered. lol. and we played ddr. ddr. dance revolution SOMETHING.

ROAR. germs and me had to go to town before that. in tiny winy shorts. and it felt so out of place cause everyone was like STARING.

im gonna cut my hair tomorrow. SNIP SNIP.

i wanna go away. but im so damn lazy. exams are over. i wanna go out. but i dont wanna go out. UNDERSTAND OR NOT. x\

memorial service.

2005-05-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

memorial service just now. pretty good. ha. i miss you, woman in heaven. (x

tika is darn funny. can make me laugh like a stupid matha effer. ROAR. karmun is so blur. we passed her math book to her and said it was sharmila's and she just passed it to fiona and fiona just passed it. OKAY LA. the whole of four-eight is damn blur.

okayyy. she's being all sweet and shit. but im still not talking to her. i swear, what is her effing problem.

i still remember our blood oath.

GUSH.

2005-05-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

just watched runaway bride. and ice age. which is still damn lame.

no, im still unable to forgive her. yes, i will. eventually. no, im still unable to forgive him. no, im still unable to after almost a year.

myGOSH. apes has damn nice belts. (x i feel like importing all their shit. or maybe end of the year, when we go to the states or canada or whatever. WOOHOOT. and noirs. the armor ring is so pretty. and the ankh ring. OOH. i still want my entrusts.

i wanna go watch csi. go away.

the new sacred heart is a catholic icon incorporating a cross entwined in a crown of thorns mounted on the heart of jesus represents undying commitment.

onetreeHILL.

2005-04-29T16:54:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh.ohmyGOSH.OHMYGOSH. DAVIE IS SOOO CUTE. so damn effing cute. and hot. ha. i just saw him. AGAIN. and i want his ass. no, i mean i want an ass like his. okay. nevermind. <888

since when were the killers so hot. and mygawdie. isnt that dave?

yes, im not making sense.

exams today. pretty OKAY. not too confident though. stayed by watching the oc. and one tree hill. (x awesome.

okay. all guys suck. EXCEPT davie. and chad. lol. boys are a waste of time. dont PHUNK with my heart.

it was only a KISS.

garrett.

2005-04-08T15:59:00.000+08:00

yes yes, i love strata. everything is so BEEP awesome. especially the last two weeks. ha.

last wednesday was the simple plan concert which was BEEP fabulous. the only one for me is you, and you for ME. ha. DAVIE LOOKED SO FINE. frenchie boy, yumYUM. mel let me take LOADS of photos of him. WOOHOOT. <333

this wednesday, i skipped math and went home. and it started raining so i decided not to go for tuition. spent the afternoon listening to the ataris. (: watched hitch. and the pacifier too.

its time to run away with a sideshow; full speed right ahead; dont stop you; can sleep when you're dead;

I WANT WAY AWAY.

salt.

2005-03-26T00:25:00.000+08:00

all you do is rub salt on my fresh wounds.

the day i stopped pleading.

nuting.

2005-03-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

its always easy to give someone else advice. but when something screws up, its hard to use that same advice for yourself. even if you put a lot of thought into it, giving it to someone else. hmm. am i even making sense? i used the same advice that i gave her, and im feel darn proud of myself. for picking up myself. im still not making sense am i? (x

i feel so blessed. especially after reading tuesdays with morrie. (: i like it more than the five people you meet in heaven. it really makes you appreciate the little things in life. like waking up in the morning, going to church, learning new stuff everyday. like this week. xD my first tuition class. and my first AHEM. lol. life is really amazing. depends on how you look at it. for everything bad that happens, something good comes out of it.

i cant go to church tomorrow.
i REALLY wanna go on sunday.

beautiful.

2005-03-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

church was fun today. i like charmsie's top. and yo's skirt. i know you guys will read this. STALKERS. ha. everyone else looked great too. yo kept taking PHOTOS. so cute. (:

i feel beautiful today.

i wanna be a ! and a X.

sean.

2005-03-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

i just realised i've been posting double entries the past three days. HMM. whatever.

sean is sucha sweetie. shipping is only gonna cost twenty bucks. WOOHOOT. so im expecting to order my stuff really soon. the best part is that my momma's paying. (x

and cath, you're right. if i could turn back time, i wouldnt change anything. god has his plans for me. and i know im fooling no one but myself.

still..

jake hates canadians.

2005-03-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOT! momma said we're going to canada end of this year. (: so so SO extremely awesome. that means i can go out with XOXO. he asked me to go on a date with him anyway. LALALA. xD i swear, im going so crazy. i was gushing about XOXO to jake. and i think that kinda pizzed him off. especially when he hates canadian guys. hahs.

wait. i dont love XOXO.
love is a strong word.

i just think he's
damn, DAMN fine.

erica.

2005-03-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

WHOA. i think erica is freaking amazing. check out her drawings.

you are my heart by lara fabian.

2005-03-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

how did i ever get to here;
why do i need you;
why do i have to cry these tears;
where do they lead to;
i used to be so strong alone;
when i was standing on my own;
now i dont know what to do;
was i too proud or just too blind;
what does it matter;
when love was in these hands of mine;
i let it shatter;
the pieces scattered to the wind;
i'll never have them here again;
but i'll remember how we were;
the rest of time;

there's the sun to light the day;
my colors turned to gray;
the day i saw you walk away;
now there's nothing left to say;
but when i dream, i pray;
that life could be like yesterday;

barker.

2005-03-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

today was fabulous. even though it was damn hot, it was still great. went to the barker fair. hmm. QUITE fun. i liked the haunted house. so cute. xD moaning guys. hahs. and that DAMN DAMN DAMN cute guy. GOSH. saw him five times. im gushing. lol.

and im so proud of steff. because she humbled herself and apologised. (: <3

even YOU cant ruin it.

stephen.

2005-03-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

stephen is the closest to kevin p. okay wait. stephen actually hotter than him. bet that made you one happy BEEP. HAHA. but he's not the hottest. cause we all know who the ultimate hotness is. SIZZLE.

going to the science centre tomorrow. yay! end of term. FINALLY? cant wait to party. but then again, i dont have the mood. we'll see.

im gonna drive myself nuts. i'll ask jacq for a toyota. and peanuts. (:

cure.

2005-03-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

i burnt my tongue on purpose;
i'll even stab myself;
just for the pleasure;
of watching myself bleed dry;

i need a cure for this sickness.

school.

2005-03-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

gosh. everything is passing by so fast. time, friends, everything. i still remember the first day i came to saint margs. lil sec one, i was to ree and sarah. i still cant forget ree teasing mrs lee about her shoes. ): lil sec two, i was close to dawn and germs. damn. we got into loads and loads of crap. our demerit points, HMM. hahs. lil sec three, amber, dawn, germs, jacq, kerri and ree went into a different class from me. BOOHOO. but i made great friends with haz and steff. (: and of course other people, but they were the ones who i could count on. lil sec four, ree went to australia for her studies. im still close to dawn. and i got closer to amber, which means im getting closer to god to since she encourages me to go to church. (: of course im still close to haz and steff. i love everyone else too!

i remember the other people i used to be closed to. of course i miss them. they're still a part of me. of course, i dont expect things to go back to the way they were. we've all got to learn how to move on. maybe we should have a subject called heartbreak in school. MADNESS.

have things really changed that much?
maybe not.

shout outs.

2005-02-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

went to y-hope today. after like a year. and its still so great. (: learnt so much more about god today.

to the girls:

amber
keep growing in god. ah seng at the kopitiam could be saint peter. TSK TSK.

claire
dont worry so much. you're secrets are SAFE.

dawn
in less than a month, you're gonna be sixteen. nice, old and wrinkly. hahas. love, as always! (:

eunice
dont worry so much about the rapture. go to church more often to learn more about god. (:

germsie
i know you love me. and i love you too! i miss the photos we took when we went shopping together. hahs.

hazlyn
HELLO! xD you make me wanna LALA. so crazy. thanks for being there for me. loveee.

jacq
drives me walnuts, peanuts and doughnuts. but i still love you. no matter what car you drive. too bad you love the big W more.

junying
sitting next to you again. hahas. you sexist! you're still taller than me. by four centimetres. HMPH. and slimmer. BOOHOO.

reena
REEEEE. ): i miss you like hell. when is the six weeks gonna be over? BOOHOO. i cant wait to see you again. and i wont mind listening to you bitch about you-know-who and go gaga over you-know-who. hahas. loads of loveee.

steff
who stole the cake from her daddy's restaurant? you stole it. ooh. and thanks for it. yummy cake. LICKS. the cake, not you. xD

to the guys:

jakie baby
come back soon. singapore sucks without you. well, not really. but still! hash misses you like BEEP. hahas. no more swearing.

justin shortaye
hash number three! (: always there when i was really REALLY bored. and when i had a chem test the next day. hahas. and you even came for the fair, when im sure you didnt wanna. the hornist who loves hash number one.

keith woo
listening to me whine and whining to me. hahas. thanks for being sucha dear. i hope everything is fine between you and that chic. and you owe me SOMETHING from korea.

seanie poh
i have to train five times a week so that i'll be as skinny as you. HAHA. stop smoking hash everyday. no wonder you're so skinny. met you when you were thirteen. and i was FOURTEEN. xD

anyone i missed out, thanks for making that difference in my life, no matter how insignificant it may seem. really sorry for not writting a shout out for you, but i'll write you one if you really want me to. hahas. (:

god sees your motives, not actions.

blink.

2005-02-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

blink is taking a break. and they might not get back together again. BOOHOO. ):

i wanna buy entrusts.

things have been so stagnant. its getting boring.

i need a hug. im pizzed. and worried. and sad. but i think of how im supposed to change. and now im confused.

im gonna be sick. and im gonna barf. all over your shoes.

when did we switch roles?

entrust.

2005-02-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

at my cousin's. everything is written in freaking cina. found the perfect gift. it is so, so, SO freaking gorgeous. but i have to get it shipped here. still..

been thinking about the rapture a lot. got me pretty scared since i back-slided. so im starting to go to church again. and learn more about christ. but its all worth it. i like rock priest. (: pretty inspirational, without you knowing.

a change of pace is pretty good. but i doubt they'll be coming to singapore anytime soon. x/

enough said. am i making sense?

how long will the attraction between perfection and imperfection last?

LALA.

2005-02-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

i just feel like blogging, typing, doing something la

click here. funny stuff. and justin's entry is hilarious. (: am i that easy to please?

hashie baby's wishlist.
lamb bag
flesh imp top

i met perfection.

hmm.

2005-02-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

momma told me not to get into relationships with boys;
so i didnt;
i got into relationships with girls;
she told me not to say the f-word;
so i didnt;
i said fuck you bitch;

LALA.

2004-12-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

yesterday was steff's bbq. hmm. i dont think it was THAT bad. that dumb chic TRIED to ruin it.

i got a flu and a high fever. that sure sucks dick. so im gonna look forward to tuesday.

growl.

pink.

2004-12-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

i think im starting to like pink. dirty pink. i wonder why. HMM.

GAWD. this sucks so bad. all i want for christmas are the g-star jeans. and the sony camera. WOOFUCKINGHOOT.

steff's chalet is gonna be great. (: i made her get drinks. steff howe, how can you not know whats jack daniels? ): and why did the bloody vodka have to expire?

the world's a stage;
the men and women merely players.

scraped off my knees.

2004-12-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

the last part of closer, by nin, reminds me of jake. he sent me the song two years ago. i think. i miss jake. come back you, lil dick. (x

i dont like my hair. its like so short now. ): tried to dye it purple yesterday but its still brown.

oh yeah. happy birthday, nicole. and garupa you!

somebody rip my heart out;
and leave me here to bleed.

nothing.

2004-11-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

got bacardi. but adam and dry gin will do anyway. (: where's ant? i bet those guys yesterday think we're bimbos cause we were comparing the fat contents in coke and seven-up. LOL.

just do as you're instructed and;
take this razor and cut your palms;
i'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow;
now drip your ruby red over the casket;
a funeral for my once loved youth;
my secret is fatally gorgeous;
id die for you;
but in this bonnie and clyde kind of romance;
tell me what would you do;
my secret is fatally gorgeous;
id die for you;
but when your precious life is at stake;
tell me would you die for me too;

loob.

2004-11-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

sabbie just left my house. now im waiting for germs to come. then we can go out with priss and sean. (: the three-seven bbq was okay but i fell sick. priss wore heels! xD so cute. reka and melissa didnt get six nine and me and amber kept laughing. lol. i bought new heels! YAY! i saw nice boots but i can only get them next week. so i dont want the zara boots anymore. (: but i still want those cute shoes. my tommy girl perfume ran out so i bought new perfume. i got burberry and the guy threw in loads of samples. (: mum bought tommy. i like the gucci one! its so nice! but my mum said its not worth paying so much for so little. -_-" nevermind. at least i got something. (:

went to the motorshow yesterday. hell, it was GOOD. the cars were like WHOA. the girls were like EWW. motorshow "babes". sheesh. i only saw two hot babes. the rest looked like call girls who usually hang out at orchard towers or something. i saw this nice chevrolet car. and this nice honda car. and the porche! (: i miss my babies. lol.

im gonna get the sony digi camera! WOOHOOT! im gonna get that diesel jacket! WOOHOOT! im gonna get that guess watch! WOOHOOT! i feel so spendthrift. no more going out next year! my new years resolution. (:

the ending of no beginning.

anthem of our dying day by story of the year.

2004-11-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

the stars will cry;
the blackest tears tonight;
and this is the moment that i live for;
i can smell the ocean air;
and here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftops;
just a ghost to the world;
thats exactly;
exactly what i need;
from up here the city lights burn;
like a thousand miles of fire;
and im here to sing this anthem;
of our dying day;

hash saw the halloween collection of pierre cardin bras. SWEET.

im considering a break up. i miss the feeling of being single. its not that mike ties me down. but WHAT THE HELL. i miss flirting without feeling guilty. god, im going crazy. i want that diesel jacket.

I STILL LIKE THOSE HEELS. GERMAINE LIM WAN-SOMETHING. ARGH. I WANT THOSE HEELS. ):

for i'll turn away and never look back.

fair.

2004-11-04T08:15:00.000+08:00

ARGH. im gonna go to class an hour late today. (: i dont careee. im bad, im bad, im bad, who's bad? LOL. we kept singing that during the fair on saturday. it was better than porno. LOL.

yay! i won the movie tickets for the dance thingy. xD had dinner after that. and we stared at the umo rice sign. it looked like a dick and balls. OOH. SEXAYE. LOL. then we went SHOPPING. i saw this FUCKING GORGEOUS PAIR OF HEELS from x:odus which was actually seventy-five bucks but it was on sale so it was only THIRTY BUCKS for TWO pairs. ARGH. but that was the only nice pair. but the lady offered to sell it for fifteen bucks and i didnt fucking hear. and it was so FUCKING WASTED because it was FUCKING beautiful. ):

why do i have a feeling im pizzing people off more these days? hmm. someone said i was dao on saturday. is it? anyway, my birthday is getting closer. which is scary. OMG. IM GONNA TURN 16, 17, 18, 19, 20... 30. then im gonna get W-R-I-N-K-L-E-S.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH.

i still like smileys and caps.

hangover.

2004-11-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

IM HAVING A FUCKING HANGOVER. stupid fucking party last night. JAKEEE! im gonna screw you the next time. LOL. why am i up so earlyyy. because junying's coming OVER. why am i typing in caps. JESUS KNOWS. MANDY BABYYY. thanks for the heels. i love my eyeshadow too. GOD i took two aspirins and it still hurts.

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON.

sexaye.

2004-10-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

LALALA. im stuck in the freaking lab. went for i&e instead of kickboxing

i want:
black aztec rose dress
white topshop belt
black converse boots
black chanel eyeliner

okay. i want new heels, nail lacquer and a skirt. just bought two BLOODY GORGEOUS pairs of jeans. (: i wanna do more shopping. the fair is this saturday. i hope mike can come. (: im suddenly so into smileys and CAPS. why, somebody tell me. i feel like a bimbo rattling on. like white chicks or some shit. hur. i humour myself

fattie.

2004-10-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

when to fattie's house today. made me wake up so early just to meet him x\ at least he cooked for me. went for a movie after that

darn. school re-opens tomorrow. so we get our results tomorrow. HMM

almost forgot. happy birthday jacq. i love you. yes i do, i do, i do-o. hur

over.

2004-10-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

went to the arcade yestrday and played stupid games. then went outside the arcade and cui sat on me. ): and she did weird things. as usual. =X watched ouija board. bloody waste of money. thats korean movies for you. no fucking ending. met so many polka dots too. BEVERLY CHARLES IS A MEANIE. cui, germs and me took neos and they wrote my cell number on one, with a fuck me. and bev drew green nipples for me. and shrek horns. MEANIE. blah.

craziness gets to me.

2004-10-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

i know i must be crazy; but its true; i hurt myself deliberately; i cut myself; over and over again; i watch the blood drip; wishing it would leave me dry; and then i think of you;

went to black canyon with amber dawn and germs. the fish and chips are nice. only managed to study math

bored.

2004-10-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

jacq is annoying hash.
hash: you're nuts.
jacq: what nuts? groundnuts? peanuts?
hash: you're driving me nuts!
jacq: im driving you? what car am i driving?
hash: shut the up

ree is annoying hash.
jacq: hash, guess what flavour you are.
hash: chocolate flavour?
ree: no. burnt flavour.
hash: its BAKED flavour then.

blah blah.

2004-10-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

the english papers today weren't so bad

if you dont like me for who i am;
then you dont like me for who i am;
but all you gonna get is who i am;

miss it.

2004-09-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

anushka isnt suspended anymore. and guess what. she likes indian punk rock. HAHAS. that doesnt even EXIST. okay la. she is so lame. and i got 35/40 for my mother oral. woohoot! im so freaking elated.

since ree's leaving for aussie next year, we're gonna make sure halloween is a blast this year. planning what to wear and stuff. (:

i have a bio test tomorrow. im the only one who didnt take it on friday. and its gonna be tougher. x\ im so gonna fail. now im so scared if i fail my final year paper, i'll fail the whole year and since there isnt any place in school, i cant retain, so i'll have to go to some stupid international school and i cant wake up at seven in the morning anymore and rush to school. ):

stop driving me fucking crazy.

argh.

2004-09-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

mrs tey: do you guys know whats piracy?
someone: huh? whats that?
the rest: like pirated vcds.
mrs tey: no. you know like the pirates? and the sea? ya. thats piracy.
the rest: hahas. lame.
mrs tey: no serious.
archana: you mean those guys with the wooden leg and parrot?
mrs tey: you're very imaginative. no, they dont have a wooden leg.
archana: then? i wanna see how one looks like.
mrs tey: you better not say that. they might rape you.
archana: (with funny indian accent) they rape me?! i will sit on them!

hahas. i think archana is so damn bloody funny. i laughed like a fucking moron.

damnit.

2004-09-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

is it so hard for you to turn around and make the right decisions;
you never even attempted to try;
some people go their whole lives without changing;
or rearranging;

is it so hard to be yourself;
is it something you can't do;
somehow we have managed to;
overlook that point of view;
-start trouble;changes

start trouble still rawks my fuzzy sawks.

hash rawks.

2004-09-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

lalala. i love hash. and i so love that fendi bag in bazaar. oh. my. god. its like so fucking nice. it has mirrors all over. its so so so nice. xDDD and its like two thousand two hundred plus bucks.

played tennis during pe yesterday. funny shit. i asked mr teng to pass me my balls. hahas. then i told him i had an asthma attack and i didnt have to play. =X watched mich, sarah and pam trying to play badminton with their stupid rackets. hahas. lame shits. i love you guys. then we passed sab all our rackets and they dropped to the ground cause there were too many. mwahahas. we are so evil. then i stuffed two tennis balls in her shirt and suddenly she was a hell lot bustier. mwahahas.

and dont we all love michelle yee sookle mun? she just cut her hair then archana was like "michelle, you eat up your hair arh?" with a funny indian accent. xD then she was like "dont worry. i'll call president's star charity and support you." now everyone pick up the phone and call. show your support for the children like michelle yee. aww poor lil girlie. we will support you all the way mich. no worries yeah?

the last episode of friends yesterday was kinda weird. i was so sad when rachel got on the plane but the part where she left him the stupid voicemail was fucking funny. >.<

i know you want me, i know you do.

shan.

2004-09-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

shannon is such a darling. <888 you are such a sweetie. who doesnt love shan?

from twenty-two friends it became eight. its pretty unbelievable. im not regretting anything.

nil

2004-09-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

blah. in the lan shop now. im so fcuking dead cause im not supposed to go out after my medical check-up. arh. who the fcuk cares. i hate my dad. he took my fcuking neoprints. lalala. fcuking shit. dont know how much i have to pay later. argh. who the fcuk cares. yet again. wei xian is so cute. so is lil japie. hahas.

this is so fcuking boring. waiting for bloody nicole. steff just went down with shuwen. and im stuck with some dude playing wc3 next to me.

nicole.

2004-09-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

met hash and shu wen and howie today.. but tt stupid hash went home early.. so left mi and howie and shu wen.. and howie pierce her ear.. hahahahaha.. was with my fren too.. my fren will juz happily be drank and tok nonsence.. and made a fool outta herself.. but she's juz very sad lahx.. haix.. why she like tt.. hmmm.. am toking to hash now.. and she juz happily want to stay silent.. hmmm.. okay.. nth to wirte liaoz.. juz wanna say tt i miss ___

copy write by
nicole au

nicole rawkx

i love jong!

2004-09-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

lalala. eunice just left my house. sab's still here. now we're waiting for our darlink christine aka nicole. yes. im blogging about you. mwahahas. but i know you are so jealous that someone loves me more. xDDD

i love hash.

2004-09-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

lalala. i love hash;hash loves me. i love jong too. he is so fcuking HOT and bloody hell CUTE. >.< passed my sciences. im so fcuking happy. hehs.

went back to raffles on tuesday and my ex-malay teacher is so freaking chio now. so are nadira and van loh. and nadira is like super tall now. im like so freaking envious. then i went to town with sarah and we met farhana gaya b lakshimi salma sharmila shree and their friend hervin. took neos with them and dawn eunice tan germs and ree. went town with my sis on wednesday and we had breakfast at coffee club. yummy. then got a haircut at the scene. im so going back there next time. when the lady was washing my hair in the booth there was this tai tai in the next booth talking about foot reflexologies. RIGHT. then we went SHOPPING. so nice. i so love shopping. i mean who doesnt? i bought that gorgeous top and i am so gonna go back for the belt. and my sis bought me this gorgeous leather handbag. jesus, i love myself. then i went back home, decided i was bored so i went to coro to meet eunice. sent my film for developing and eunice bought groceries. we were STILL bored so we went to town and took neos. hahas. with her stupid groceries. obviously we didnt take the bus. lol.

went to the army open house yesterday. saw jong. he is so fcuking hot. jesus, we all love him. xDDD and saw some other not so cute guys. gotta ciao. mr foo's back.

shit of the shit of the shit.

nil.

2004-09-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

heys!mie here.mememememememe!!hahaha.hash wants me to write an entry.well well.hash i think you rawk for once (= only this once.hahaha.i really shld learn to choose mie friends wisely.as wen said.if you dont like mie,just say it straight at my face and not bad mouth mie alrights?hmpfs* + hates hypocrites + yeahh.hash.thanks for stand'ng by mie side ya!! loveya always-

--youreONEandONLY

`howiee

winy bit.

2004-08-29T04:01:00.000+08:00

me: shisha; an oriental tobacco pipe with a long flexible tube connected to a container where the smoke is cooled by passing through water; "a bipolar world with the hookah and Turkish coffee versus hamburgers and Coca Cola"
me: matt wants to die of lung cancer hur
matt: dot no
me: then everyone wont be able to idolize him. that is so FUNNY
matt: the tobacco is water filtered through the pipe so its not bad ppl will still idolize me
matt: they ll b like.. AWWW now he cant talk and they'll all cuddle up to me
me: its poseur-ish
matt: AHHA
matt: y poserish not doing it to be cool doing it cuz i like it
me: sure
matt: doesnt make me a poser!
matt: im anti poser
me: you're a poseur
matt: -_- ur mean
matt: UWC is so shit so many british ppl

belly.

2004-08-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

got my naval pierced yesterday. hur. okay. pretty awesome shit.

the dude who pierced my naval said:
you want something nice, must tahan some pain.

bump bump pump.

2004-07-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

today wasnt perfect. but everything fitted into place. we gotta seat on the three-seven bus, which was awesome. so we gotta do everything with them, instead of our class. our class is okay, but i've got the whole clique in the other class.

we played the stupid video game and sat in some electric chair. it was so hilarious. then we went to the maze with all the mirrors and it was so boring cause the mirrors are so dirty, you know its a mirror. then we stared at the funny mirrors that make you fat and all that. then we looked into the one that made us look a hell lot slimmer and i was like god, you are so hot and beautiful. i just wanna screw you. and eunice tan did the same. hahas. we are so crazy.

we took crazy photos yesterday. and we took crazy photos today too. we even took photos on the way back. and we ate yummy, and fattening, mac. gross, oily, high in cholesterol. but who cares, its not like we eat it everyday. and we only leave once. gees, im crappy. what is me and what seems to be my favourite words these days, gees and jesus? hah.

im talking to shan and i think she is so freaking nice. >.< gees. yes dear, all i need is him. the one, all mighty god. thanks for all that lil bits of encouragement and for always being sucha sweetie too yeah? i seriously doubt that anyone bitches about you cause you're so freaking nice. you just take care and not think too much into it too. ((:

life is beautiful with HIM around.

bitch.

2004-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

everything is so perfectly in place. things are just the way i want them to be. they couldnt have fallen in place better. its almost not meant to be. but still something doesnt fit in. something is not meant to be. and its so weird, i cant figure it out. why am i feeling depressed? and yet so elated? gosh. i think im going crazy. i hope its just pms. i have absolutely no mood to blog. night suckers.

even when everything goes right, something goes wrong. and its always you.

je t'aime.

2004-07-27T09:27:00.000+08:00

damnit. the entry i typed yesterday didnt get published. x( lemme try and remember what i said. and add to that. ((:

im so freaking gay today. mwahahas. stupid horny sister, sheereen. xD happy-gay, not homosexual-gay. mum said she doesnt mind if i pierce my belly. woohoot! and i saw this bloody gorgeous belly ring which im so gonna get. then i was complaining, or rather whining, about dad not letting me take drums. mum said she didnt withdraw money that day and actually there's not point taking drums cause i cant practice. so she said if i want, she'll get me a guitar and sign me up for classes. xDDD woohoot! give praise to the lord, baby! of course my grades have to improve. but wtf, im so freaking happy!

suddenly i think i rawk a hell lot. hahas. how weird and egoistical. but who cares. hash rawks my socks!

i had a horrible flu, cough and asthma attack. went to the doc yesterday because of my asthma attack. got two days mc. for yesterday and today. what a weird doctor. its like i saw him at eleven yesterday so he gave me mc for one hour yesterday. am i even making sense? sheesh. so anyway im stuck at home today and i get to miss five periods of art. ((: im so fcuking elated.

except for the fact that my mum took my phone, saying that i shouldnt text so much, or rather at all since im not feeling well. )): couldnt finish texting cass cui jarvie and mattie. sorry guys.

oh i had a sore throat too. sarah said i sound nicer because my normal voice is so girlie. i hope you mean i sound more gentle now rather than guy-ish. junying and eunice too. was it shuwen who said i sound nicer? ant and zaty said i sound hotter/ sexier. mwahahas. you guys are all crazy.

jake's talking about mexicans, blacks, whites and hardleys. hardley reminds me bikes. and that reminds me of torque. which reminds me of watching it with gin and matt. ): i miss you guys. gin come back to singapore soon. matt just reminds me of my soft lil mogu. (:

i cant believe im still in love with vertical horizon's best i ever had (grey sky in the morning). since primary school?

so you sailed away;
into a grey sky morning;
now im here to stay;
love can be so boring;

nothings quite the same now;
i just say your name now;

but its not so bad;
youre only the best i ever had;
you dont want me back;
youre just the best i ever had;

so you stole my world;
now im just a phony;
remembering the girl;
leaves me down and lonely;

send it in a letter;
make yourself feel better;

but its not so bad;
youre only the best i ever had;
you don't need me back;
youre just the best i ever had;

and it may take some time to;
patch me up inside;
but i cant take it so i;
run away and hide;
and i may find in time that;
you were always right;
youre always right;

so you sailed away;
into a grey sky morning;
now im here to stay;
love can be so boring;

what was it you wanted;
could it be im haunted;

enough is never enough.

mama mia.

2004-07-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

justin shortaye is so lame. look what he im-ed me. jesus heals the lame. he might just heal you too. hahas. i still love you shortaye.

well, stop.

ade. ((:

2004-07-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

priss, the sky hasnt dropped and im blogging. hahas. went to watch spiderman2 on saturday. nice. i think it is super funny. that stupid cina lady with the violin. wore my brown skirt for the second time ((: and took neos with germs. which were super nice. especially the opposites attract one. i'll so have to scan it. met ade for awhile too. and had dinner at pasta mania. yummy.

the art showcase on sunday wasnt as bad as expected. and peggy apologised for scolding me. and mich was trying to talk to me about my cellphone at the same time. cause steff gave us the stars and glitter. everyone was glittery at the end of the day. ((: hahas. amy, dee, mich, pam, priss, sarah, steff and me went to maxwell for breakfast/lunch after that. i had chilli popiah. so yummy. xD then we went to town. i was talking to dee and pam and didnt realise they werent getting down at the same station. so the rest got off and i was stuck on the train. showed them my middlie finger. hahas. got off at the next station and took the train back. they told me everyone was looking at me pointing the middle. -.-" pai seh. we took neos. nice. so squashed. amy owes me a treat. xD lalala. mich, priss, sab and me took the bus back together. there were two guys singing on in. gosh, it was terrible. i seriously thought there was a chinese funeral. =X and they thought they sang really well. they looked really chinese high too. i've got to make sure ww doesnt see that. anyway, mich and me laughed our arses off and used sab's phone to take a picture of them singing. mwahahas. hilarious shit. its even better than porno. not that i watch porno. but wtf. ((:

super pms on monday. i stayed at the sick bay practically the whole day today. was having cramps. ouchie. nevermind. i got some shut-eye and a nice hotbag. xDDD and pam told me lame jokes which were utterly hilarious. like if a guy asks for a blow, tell him your mum told you not to put small things in your mouth. mwahahas.

i love avril. lalala. i love justin cause he is such a darlink for helping me edit my english project. smuakiees shortaye.

she wants to go home. when nobody's home.

dry gin.

2004-07-17T11:25:00.000+08:00

okay. priss asked me to blog about this and i totally forgot. so here's making up for it. on tuesday, priss walked home with me and i bumped into this construction worker's bike that was just lying there. oh. my. gosh. then when i wanted to pick it up, this guy said nevermind, its not mind. mwahahas. evil man.

three-seven is finally invited to our class chalet. woohoot! xDD thats hellavu good news. so that means we still can bring our boyfriends, girlfriends and friends. that didnt make sense. fuckit.

i've been listening to the freaking avril cd like non-stop. it rawks totally! thanks for the cd michie yee! smuakiees. the first cd rawks too. ((:

might be meeting keith and trev today. otherwise, im going with germs and steff all. and im meeting ade on sunday. woohoot! after the stupid art field trip thingy. its gonna be boring like hell.

ginny baby's leaving for indo today. )): permanently. so saddening. love you gin. im gonna miss bitching with you. especially about matt. mwahahas. and the stupid things we used to do in geog class. i miss you already. i so wanted to cry yesterday. love you like hell baby. oh yeah. when i go to indo, when i finally go, im so gonna create havoc at your house. and your parents cant scold me. mwahahas. then i'll give you another huge huggie too. love you, love you, love you!

when the little things dont matter.

wtf.

2004-07-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

today was the last paper. biology. so happy. got english paper back. did really really bad. i think im gonna fail everything. )): sonic band thingy was okay. and that american thingy after that. hahas. we crapped like hell. amber, cuishan, dawn, gin and me. and anu and lak with their stupid pig which i put on my middle. utterly hilarious. me and cui were acting bimbotic and annoying the shit outta gin. mwahahas.

went to town with sarah and steff. didnt take neos. )): ate ljs and saw a super bitch. then i ran for my bus and ended up taking the bus in front of it. which was the wrong one. ended up taking a cab home. xDDD i think thats damn bloody funny.

nothing can ruin today;
all that matters is that im there.

plopper.

2004-07-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

i went to pam's blog and did some quiz there. what a dumb one. eunice and everyone else is gonna laugh their arse off at the results.

Take the test, by Emily.

exams are gonna be over next wednesday. woohoot! malay was okay today. i didnt have a freaking dictionary. social studies was good. just that i was so rushing through it. oh wells.

eunice t., sab, sarah and steff just left. they came over just now for fun. xDDD sab left early cause she had to catch her bus home to malaysia. hahas. she cooked yummy food for us. steff was using the pc. and me, eunice and sarah were watching this vcd that eunice borrowed. my tutor friend or something. stupid name but the movie is like super fucking funny. =X its bloody hilarious. okay fine. it rawks to the freaking core. and the main guy is like so darn cute when he smiles. hahas. well, he's just hot.

ive got ninety-nine problems. being a bitch aint one.

2004-07-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

hahz, hash asked me to write on her blog again. haha. so i am blogging and i have BLOGGED. bye. =))) haha.
-eunice

freak.

2004-07-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

im so pms-ing these days.
dad didnt allow me to take drums.
i havent spoken to him since.
super pizzed off at him.

mr koh gave me a freaking warning point
because i handed in my compo a week late.
what the hell.
made me and gaya write a journal entry
just cause i was explaining some shit to her.
oh wells

freaking peggy tan, ms what-the-heck.
i hate her and her stupid sister, rita leicster.
i was just sitting in front of steff cause she was helping me do the wax.
so freaking peggy was scolding some girl and suddenly looks at me.

peggy: see. another girl who doesnt do anything and talks so much.
silence. everyone looks at both of us.
peggy: go write your name on the white board.
me: and what do i have to do that for?
peggy: just go and write your name on the white board.
me: but i didnt even do anything what. so what am i writting my name for?
peggy: (thinks) i have my own reasons.
me: fine. (walks over to white board) erm.. there isnt a white board marker?
peggy: then go and find one.
hash walks out of the class.

wah lau. she goes to rosy
and acts all pathetic in front of her.
and all i can hear is
blah blah blah.
i cant control this class.
maybe a class of twenty can la
but this class is too big.
blah blah blah.
and all thats going through my mine is
bitch bitch bitch.

yesterday amber germs sarah and me
went to steff's dad's again. so fun.
we got free drinks. xDDD and ice cream and food.
mwahahas. but studied like mad too.
only left at like 9+.
supposed to go again today
but they seem really pizzed off at me
so i was like what the fuck. forget it.

going to study with dawn later.
going over to her house.
her granny cooked for me. >.<
so nice. yummy yummy.
the chem paper was okay.
math paper two was okay but still super shit.
tomorrow i have malay paper one and social studies.
darn. gotta go study.

if only i could turn back time.

say what.

2004-07-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

gosh. i think im going crazy. im in crazy mode so im just gonna swear my arse off, like i used too. im so fucking happy that mum let me take drums. woohoot! it was fucking hilarious how she told my dad when we were arguing? do you know what your daughter wants to be in life? she wants to be a drummer. err. no? i just want to learn how to play the drums? explained it to her.

had my oral on wednesday. it was like freaking shit. the picture and reading was okay. but i was so darn nervous during the conversation that i totally freaked out. anyway, haz sarah an steff asked mr koh whether we can have a class chalet at the end of the year and he agreed. he even said he wants to pay for it. gosh, he simply rawks? we went for lunch at holland v. i wanted kfc. steff wanted bk. and sarah wanted delifrance. hahas. in the end we settled for bk. steff saw this chio bu that she said always goes to her dad's restaurant. it just happened that we were both taking the same bus. i think that she thinks im crook. which i am, but im not interested in her.

went to study at steff's dad's restaurant on friday. haz, sarah, steff and me. steff's dad was super nice. ((: the food was okay. quite nice. super filling. haz left early though. there was this arsehole with long hair and huge tits. me and sarah were laughing at him. mwahahas. then we went to the lounge and had coffee and studied. steff taught me and sarah how to make a latte and hot cocoa. sweet. we had to go serve people. so silly man. then this guy was telling his friend how often do you get saint margarets girls serving you coffee? these other guys asked steff is she was serene. so me and sarah kept calling her serene after that. steff took a blackcurrant hooch for me. woohoot! you rawk steff! there was still this guy there so we went to another room and poured it in a cup. and we managed to get sarah to drink. and she said it was nice. ((: didnt get very high. didnt get any cheese cake this time. oh wells. at the bus stop there was this chinese high guy and i kept insulting his stupid school. and there was this guy on the bus that passed by who acts in some dumb show. then we were insulting him like hell. mwahahas. ugly piece of shit.

yesterday, or rather this morning, was the finals for euro. portugal vs greece. fucken man. greece scored a goal after half time and that was it. the portugal arseholes made up their bloody minds to score only. no teamwork, no coordination. pizzing off. deco kept missing goals. kick until the ball flew away. c. ronaldo kept missing goals too. he seriously needs anger management. if he had it, he would have played a hell lot better. but he is quite cute. what does that have to do with anything? i hate figo. he is so fucking ugly and a shit player. there was this crazy guy who ran on the field and threw this barcelona jersey at figo. then he ran into the net. then all the cops and shit surrounded him and carried him. that was fucking hilarious. but it wasted a hell lot of time. lost my stupid bet. oh well, i'll take the money from my mum. mwahahas.

held up so high
on such a breakable thread.

freak out.

2004-06-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged for four days. jacq asked me to blog yesterday but i was too tired and it was kind of inconvenient since my dad was home too. so i asked her to blog. ((: im not using my flooble chatterbox/tag board anymore. im switching back to my old guestbook because i like reading old tags but flooble only keeps 150. woohoot! portugal won! and i won my bet too. =XXX so many people were dissapointed that england didnt win. uh huh.

yesterday was the first day of school. during assembly, mrs khoo talked a lot. so i kinda fell asleep. whoops. had the expected spot check. but mr koh, our class form teacher, merely glanced at our ear holes and hair. then i was shaping my nails so he didnt check mine. michelle told me the funniest thing ever. i laughed my arse off. i told dawn and amber about it during recess yesterday and we all laughed. its utterly hilarious. i know im mean. when we got to class, mr koh collected our progress reports and asked us to do some summary.

mr koh: your class is surprisingly well-behaved today.
melanie: mr koh, we're tired what..
mr koh: you had one whole month of holidays and you're tired?
melanie: mr koh, last night got soccer what. so we stayed up to watch.
silence. mr koh seems to be searching for words.
hash: mr koh, dont tell us you dont watch soccer..?
mr koh: yeah. actually i dont watch it.

then we all started laughing and talking about the czech republic vs denmark match. 3-0. mr koh didnt understand what we were talking about. hahas.

followed haz to get her the corrs, borrowed heaven cd from perfect ten. saw this girl who looked like carrie chong. but wasnt. then haz was laughing about it when a lorry passed by. then she said eh. isnt that jamie yeo driving the lorry. -.-"" hahas. so lame la. she was too lazy to go for lunch or shopping at thompson so we just went to the nearest petrol station to buy a drink, a bar of chocolate and a cup of instant noodles.

today was the second day. me and mich told deedee about that funny thing today. she said i was mean. =X first period was english. mr koh didnt come. three free periods. the relief teacher that sat in during the third period let us do what ever we wanted. then we had recess. then we had six periods of art. so crazy. thank god the teacher didnt come. so deedee, mich, pam, pris, sarah, steff and me went to the library to play monopoly. it was quite fun. hahas. then we rushed back for social studies. then we had lunch. which was super funny. amber, dawn, jacq, ree and me sat at one table while adele, deedee, germs and kerri sat at the next table. dawn was talking about me being drunk and then we started crapping. i told jacq that she had balls. and we started talking about tits. and some alcoholic drink called slippery nipples. it was farnaye. xD then we talked about pussies. then pubic hair and brazillian waxes. then back again to pubic hair. then this joke dawn was telling me about pulling a strand of hair from your head. and how to use your nails to make it curly. like pubic hair. mwahahas. so dawn, jacq and me plucked a strand of hair and used our nails to make it curly. then we went over to the next table. then i threw it in germs's face and said, or maybe screamed, pubic hair! hahas. she was like eww. who's chee bye hair was that? yucks! who's one? im going to the toilet and cut off all of mine and throw it on her face. mwahahas. germs is so funny. and crazy. we were all laughing our arses off. when we finally settled down, we told them what happened and they laughed too. xD funny. i love all my darlinks from the clique. pubic hair from my head. germs was the first experiment and it was successful.

we had free period, so we went back to the library to continue playing the previous game. then we realised it was quite boring since there werent anymore houses, stations, etc to buy so we just restarted it. this time haz and eunice played too. (:

haz and me had to quit the game and rush off for malay class. and our teacher wasnt there. -.-" if we knew, we would have continued playing. but zaty and nadiah told us about the cca leaders camp. oh, and anushka was telling us about her cip thailand trip, mr soh, mrs pillai, everyone else that went and everything thas happened. the boy that squeezed eunice's tit. mwahahas. and all the stupid things the teachers said. and the chocolate condom, spot check and coffee. so funny man. when we walked back to class, she told us about les porn. hahas. crazy girl.

work it like a polaroid camera.

2004-06-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

as i type , i left behind and a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z . today hash wasnt as horney as usual =O . and during our lunch break , hash snatched for the bigger slice of pizza , and left me with the smaller slice one . hash didnt take in any substance , if im not wrong , maybe only h2o. yesyes , i miss harobed.y , i miss her like maggi mee. okok i miss her a LOT !
/jacccq OUT

damn holidays.

2004-06-25T15:05:00.001+08:00

go portugal! what about england. i like portugal. and england. hahas. okay. but i like portugal more. so go portugal! woohoot. i woke up at nine am yesterday and when i came back from town i was so tired. i stayed up until two forty-five am this morning to watch the match. only watched a lil, until i was totally knocked out. then hazlyn called me at ten am. oh my gosh. so tired. then i told her i was too lazy to go out.

OH MY GOSH. i saw the dorothy perkins shop. the gorgeous bag and top i want arent there. ):

i am just your ~~ordinary~~ average everyday sane pyscho. super goddess.

((:

2004-06-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

Hey!, Wonder why u asked me to blog, anw Thanks alot .. haha. =) realised tt ur exams are comin!, lol, more study less swearing!,have fun at Ps!hahaha yep yep, Tc of ur self yea, cya arnd very soon, hahah.. and i still dont get why are u asking me to blog... hrmm.... anw cya and god bless.. =)- Justin

"pleaseeeeee"-Hash

x)

2004-06-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

hash! i misss youu so super duper much! (: half a yr just flew past like that! x( mmhm! i miss my lovely water bottle too! woot. >.< *mwaah. will see you really really soon! love youuu! ((: -priss

workit.

2004-06-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

whats the best way to apologise? a public apology i suppose. in case you dont get to read that entry in my old blog, you should. im so sorry. i know it was so damn hurtful. the tongue is an evil thing. look what came of it. rumours. gossip. lies. if you're still not convinced that im truly sorry, i'll do my best to make it up to you. if you're gonna spread this and tell everyone what a loser i am, im sorry for trusting you.

im supposed to go out with amber, dawn, germs and kerri today. didnt really feel like it. dawn says they might be watching chronicles. i wanna watch it tomorrow. then im gonna do shopping with dawn. i wanna check out that dorothy perkins shop at plaza sing. woohoot.

i dont like my layout anymore. yesterday i found such nice pictures. my background is going to be black. which is so surprise considering im such a boring and depressed person. oh and i love black too. ((: this layout is so pink. i dont really mind but i want something dark and sexy. which i found. i need to do my homework. i think i shouldnt do my english project about euthanasia. so many people are doing it. oh wells. math too. i did my biology in kl. and a bit of my chemistry. and that euthanasia shit. but i dont know whether to use it. what other homework do we have? god knows. sheesh.

hahas. jake is so crazy. he just added me in this stupid convo with all his friends. its damn hilarious. there's like seventeen of us now. gees. and they're all so freaking horny. mwahahas. jake you suck dick man. super mac dog diggidy jake. ((x jake rawks actually. so does everyone out there.

she lied. she's still in love with you.

2004-06-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

hash! all the best for the exams. study hard and dun think bout me too much. haha.
-eunice

crazy me.

2004-06-21T10:37:00.002+08:00

oh my god. mark is so freaking hot. i kept looking at his pictures. hahas. im so crazy. he is so SO hot. >.< so is sam. amber owes us the photos we took with sam. woohoot. mark is so hot. too bad he isnt is singapore. but he is still hot. so is sam. gosh. its getting hot in here baby. mark is so darn cute. he has such a nice smile and hairstyle. hahas. he is so hot! how many times have i said that? cant be bothered to count. but he is so hot. i cant believe im gushing about him. he wont know since this is quite a private blog. ((: but sam is hot too. so are all my darlink friends. love you guys.

i like this new song. no idea what its called. but i like the chorus. which is kinda high.

you're the only one who;
drives me kicking and screaming through fast dreams;
you're the only who;
knows exactly what i need.

you're the only one who;
holds my hand after i get drunk and get sick;
you're the only who;
knows exactly what i need.

i run like the breeze.

backie.

2004-06-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

got back from malaysia so not truly asia yesterday. i was to lazy to blog yesterday so i asked lil keithie, ree and pris to help me blog. hahas. went to do shopping in kl. didnt really work out. argh. anyway, positive stuff. im in love. with this gorgeous black and white dorothy perkins bag. we went to the airport on friday and the shopping mall after that. reached the mall at 9+. only an hour to shop considering the mall closes at 10. so i bought viking cocktails since i was so freaking hungry. and a marie claire mag to read on the plane. and being the good little girl i am, which is technically a lie, i followed mum buy whatever other crap she wants to buy. then i got so freaking bored so i told mum that i'll meet her at the stand at 9.55. so i walk around the mall and enter this dorothy perkins shop. the first thing i see is that oh-so-damn-gorgeous bag. then i see a not-so-gorgeous bag. and an oh-so-gorgeous top. so i go find my mum so that i can ask her to buy at least the bag and the top for me. by the time i return to the shop, it is closed. argh. i was so darn pizzed off. and we were leaving on saturday. i will so die if i find a dorothy perkins stall in singapore.

i miss all my darlinks a hell lot. especially dawn and the rest of the clique. the whole class. oh damnit. im not gonna name them in case i dont name someone and they decide to bash me up or something. oh wells. clubbing in kl was fun. shopping there was boring. i was in no mood to shop. i only bought two belts and one pair of pants. dad bought me a horrible pair of shorts which is so darn long you cant really call them shorts. i bought chewing gum too. but i absolutely hate bubble gum. so yuckie.

i still have so much to do. go meet dawn, priscilla and mattie. gotta book the barker band tickets from justin but he isnt online these days and i cant enter his blog. >.< i have to get photos from amber and eunice. sigh. i dont feel like going for the pool party. i hope deedee haz and steff arent gonna kill me. eek. i have to much shopping and movie to catch too. i gotta watch kill bill 2 in kl. my cousin has a hugehuge collection of vcds and dvds. i think when uma thurman is crying in the bathroom she looks like adrienne from america's next top model. watched 8 mile too. i think it pretty much sucked? the storyline wasnt clearly shown and its more like a movie about gangsters rather than rappers cause they're all beating each others arse up. oh. and shrek 2 too. i think it was quite okay, but i prefer the first movie. the cat is so cute. borrowed gothika, the last samurai, final destination, finding nemo and wild things 2.

omg. eugene says he knows where is dorothy perkins. i love him so darn much. woohoot. xD

whats the point of going out?
we're just going to end up back here anyway.

weeeeee!!!!!

2004-06-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

HASH ROCKKS. heh. i was being forced to say that. haha. kidding. hash is so nice... yeahh. she haven't blogged in like days already. so i'm just crapping here heh? right. Malacca is so fun, you know???? haha. yeahh.
prissy hates herself. she doesn't know whyyeee. but she starts hating herslef since time began.
I LOVE HASH. COS SHE ROCKKS. haha.

-prissy(:

It's ME. Reena! surprised?!

2004-06-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

SAM IS SO CUTE. SAM IS SO CUTE. SAM IS SO CUTE. SAM IS SO CUTE. SAM IS SO CUTE.
im in love with myself. im in love with myself. im in love with myself.
KNIGHT BUS RAWKS. KNIGHT BUS RAWKS. KNIGHT BUS RAWKS. KNIGHT BUS RAWKS. KNIGHT BUS RAWKS
REENA RAWKS REENA RAWKS REENA RAWKS REENA RAWKS REENA RAWKS REENA RAWKS !!!!
hash is not a total bitch. hash is not a total bitch. hash is not a total bitch.
everyone in the clique rawks like mad. everyone in the clique rawks like mad.
3RD OF JUNE WAS THE BEST DAY. 3RD OF JUNE WAS THE BEST DAY. 3RD OF JUNE WAS THE BEST DAY

Malaysia boleh!

2004-06-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

Let me say this first,
i have no idea what i'm doing here
and why am i even writing this.
this is the way i blog
cause its easier than
typing full sentences.
nothing much to say. really.
i just got back from malaysia.
well that's all.
at least i blogged right hash.
night.

[edit]
hash here. keith is a pain in the arse. he cant even type his own name. neither can he spell. kidding lil keithie. ((:

cutie.

2004-06-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban. okay. it was pretty good. took the knight bus after that. like god knows how many damn times. haha. very pretty boys on the bus (x

woohoot.

2004-06-01T15:22:00.001+08:00

i woke up this morning. well several times. but when i finally did, i felt a hell lot better. then i just turned to my right and switched on my radio. blasted it and started singing in bed. hahas. i know im weird. then i read the papers. havent done that in a long time. and then sabrina oh ling yean called me. darlink sabbie tabbie mummie. she asked if she could come to my house because she was stuck in the chapel alone. -.-

so she came. and then she told me michelle yee sook mun was coming. then she went online. and i blasted more music. and when mich came pris came. pris changed her phone. i like. xD mich was fiddling with my handphone. then she wanted to beat my high scores. which she didnt. mwahahas. hash the great. sab was on the computer and mich, pris and me were watching tv. and i was giving pris a manicure. yep. did the works. trimmed her nails. buffed them. and then of course i painted them. ((: now im in the mood for one. and my dad came home and saw me giving her a manicure. i know what was in his mind. girls. hahas.

i think photo blogging is cool. a picture speaks a thousand words. actually, i dont think that make sense. a picture cant speak. neither can a painting, a photo or anything of that sort. but it can be viewed differently and different people can have different opinions about it. fine fine. i know i might not make sense or im just making you so darn confused.

i cant remember when exactly we took those two neoprints but i distinctively remember that me and steff had to rush of for something. a movie i suppose. yeppie deppie doo. doo. and if you want the webbie to host the pictures you can either go figure. or ask me, which i gurantee is a lot more easier.

im together with eunice now. smuakiees. love ya girl. ((:

english oral is on thursday. need to do a hell lot of talking. oh wells. everyone says im talkative. hahas. gonna watch harry potter after that. steff booked tickets for us. im not sure who is going though. steff, mich, ree and me. hahas. cant remember who else. sorry dears. we will see on thursday. ((:

ooh. i nearly forgot. yesterday i watched my big fat greek wedding. i think the storyline was okay. quite boring actually. =X but the movie on a whole is bloody lame. hahas. some parts were damn funny. while other were really stagnant and boring. so i think its worth a watch anyway. hahas. when the guys parents had to drink licorice. and the guy said nice boobs to his mother-in-law to-be when he meant thank you in greek. and when he said something else to all the relatives in greek but it was actually i have three balls.

hate is a strong word.
so is love.

2004-06-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

this one is just plain funnyyy. it looks like deedee is the only one screaming and me and steff are like ouchie. shut up dee. too loud. and jacq is like huh? whats going on.

2004-06-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

hahas. i think this picture is so darn cute. me deedee steff and jacq. mouchy baby. we're gynaes.

here we go.

2004-05-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

i finally found out the band's name. three days grace. even sabrina couldnt figure it out. neither could haz. but i did. ((:

watching till death do us part on mtv and blogging now. the main guy is the drummer or singer for janes addiction. woohoot. i like. blah. its mel's party today and i cant go. argh. x( im still so darn sick. yesterday i had a running nose and a high fever. im so glad im not fair cause yesterday when i looked in the mirror i could see like my dark cirles, which were so darn obvious.

i still cant go for mel's party.

ginny was supposed to find out from henry. stupid henry didnt tell gin. hahas. so now me and gin are sorta dying to know. or maybe im the only one who is. grrr. and matt is so not telling. so gin and me and gonna go out with him and literally squeeze it outta him.

i just switched channels. now there's sponge bob square pants. or as i would say spongie bobbie squarie pantsie. i can hear his horribly squeaky voice and laughter. but im not really looking. yeah. dummy. it so reminds me of mich and sab who are so darn crazy over him. and steff who says i laugh like him sometimes. i so do not. hahas. it reminds me of ms zhang too. the trainee teacher who taught us chemistry. there was this example with sponge bob and that red guy. mr crab i think. he looks more like a lobster. anyway, she was teaching us something about balancing the atoms. hahas. now he's trying to sing. hahas. its so utterly lame. lol.

laughter is tears turned inside out.

2004-05-24T17:59:00.000+08:00

hahas. talking to matt now. maybe i should paste our whole conversation here. and let him kill me. whoops. nvm. i just wanna say that matt has a fake dick. and its real small. blah.

got back from m'sia yesterday. or rather this morning. went to this weird place after malaca and looked around. there wasnt anything nice to buy there. =X then went to johor. went shopping! i finally got my pierre cardin bra set. woohoot! wanted to get a haircut and piercing too but we were rushing. gees. i was so worn out that i fell asleep as soon as i hit the bed. i did so much of walking and running there. without my socks. argh. i've got blisters. they're so disgusting. the hotel was so freaking cold. but when we stepped out of it, it was freaking hot. i'd rather it be cold then hot.

missed school for a day. sheesh. had level camp today. steff didnt tell me. but she lent me her pe shirt anyway. love ya girl. ((: we did the human pyramid. i was right at the bottom and gawd some girls are so heavy. hahas. then we did some stupid dance thingy. it was so lame. then when we performed, we were all looking at zaty because we were all blur. but the guy there said we were the best. woohoot. we rawk! after that we had a super boring guy come in. so many of us fell asleep. the poor guy. mwahahas. and half way through, the air conditioners were screwed. bloody cheapo school. oh wells. he managed to fix it. and we managed to get back to sleep.

i am the way i am. and i like it that way.

lullaby.

2004-05-20T19:06:00.001+08:00

woohoot. i went to holland with steff and mel just now just to buy the freaking seventeen mag. then i saw avril on the cover of teenage and bought it too. i wont be going to school tomorrow. thank god. i dont have to see mrs cecilia low's face. mwahahas. i'll be going on a road trip to bloody m'sia but what the heck? no more seeing sucky people's faces. for a day. sheesh. oh wells. rather be grateful. but i'll be missing kerri's pool party on saturday. at least i still can go for mel's one next saturday. hahas. i think i'll make this short. oh and ms lee really isnt that bad. she was quite funny and spontaneous today in class.

with all do respect, you ~~suck~~.

brad.

2004-05-19T16:12:00.000+08:00

steff and haz came over just now to watch blue crush. so darn nice. oh gosh. there is so much of bitching going around in class. cant stand it but nothing i can do yeah? dumbwits. had the hearts fo kids (child abuse awareness club) skit just now. and we performed it in front of the whole school. when i went on stage, all my bloody classmates laughed. hahas. screw you guys larh. so mean. >.< i acted as the mum who always brushes her kid off. so after the skit they were like "mommy, dont you care?" )_(. dude.. you suck. mwahahas.

cant wait to watch troy again next week. brad pitt is so hot. im feeling so crazy now. im listening to dumb wit songs with no meaning but still manage to make me laugh, smile and dance? yeah. gosh. did i mention brad pitt is so freaking hot? i got it written on my note pad. i got it scribbled on my ankle. i tell you so many people in class and around me are crazy over him.grr. hottie. all the shout outs for my bloody clique are two entries old. hahas. dont kill me. spare me. >.< now its time for other shout-outs. i love you, friends.

to the girls:

hazlyn
the one i can always bitch to in school when im bored. the one i can talk loads of shit with and who would talk shit back to me. hahas. you rock my socks baby.

kasandra
hey girl. our ever so hip leader. x) its been really nice knowing you and stuff. wacky girl. cant wait for the forth coming events. yeps.

michelle
mich yee sookle moon. im so jealous of your naturally super-straight hair. argh. hahas. oh wells. you've been such a dear the whole time i've known you.

stephanie
my darlink steff. its amazing how much we used to hate each other and how we dont anymore? yep. thanks for lending me your stuff girl. and for wacking me. =X whoops.

wan sze
heyya my darlink mei. we so have to meet up. maybe during the hols. yeah. and maybe you can bring that girl again. whats her name? hahas. god knows. and i still havent seen you with specs. hmph.

xiao xiang and xiao ping
my darlink mei-s. oh my gosh. we have so much of catching up to do. and meeting up. hahas. miss you girls a whole lot. love ya.

to the guys:

anthony
one super horny bastard. but you're still so darn funny. at times. a great person to talk to. as i said, at times.

justin
my darlink shortaye. i dont know where the hell i would be without you. probably at home but what the hell. kustin. hahas. remember those lame jokes when i was having a hang over. blah. thanks for being there for me when i need someone to joke wih, cry to, brag to and of course bitch to. ((: i cant live without bitching. mwahahas. all in all, i love my darlink kustin.

keith
my dear lil boy. who still hasnt grown up. mwahahas. brad pitt is so hot yeah? hmm. didnt really like you last time. =X whoops. but i think you're a great gay now. did i say gay? i meant gay. happy screwing.

lemuel
my bloody sissy shifu. you're so boring to talk to, especially when im super bored. but at least i have someone to disturb then. mwahahas. remember "so are you gonna be my girl?" lol.

have faith in yourself.

shout outs.

2004-05-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

okay. im so crazy. after raving like a crazy arse bitch, or rather typing, im gonna write shout outs. hahas. weird girl i know.

the clique first.

dawnie
my darlink bestest girlie. we've definitely came a long way. i love you way too much to lose you. im glad that despite everything we've gone through, we always pull through. and you're definitely one hot babe. x) im so envious of your figure.

amber
our lil darlink zhu. we all love pinching your cheeks so much. but we better stop, otherwise they'll start drooping. mwahahas. i feel that we've drawn closer and thats real good because it aint good if we're in the same clique and we aint close yeah? hahas. stay cute always dear.

germs
my darlink germsie wormsie underpantsie. a real sweetie pie. the first one in our clique to pierce her belly. so daring. >.< thanks for being there when i needed someone to be ever so crazy with.

kerri
my darlink sistar! woohoot! the sistarpuff girls! we've grown apart quite a bit, havent we? need to go patch the gap then. lalala. you shouldnt have pushed me in the pool. x( hahas.

deedee
oh. my. gosh. the ever so artistic deedee. we used to be so close. and so crazy too. remember at cine, at the bowling alley and kfc? hahas. and the darn crazy things we used to do. sigh. miss those days girl.

jacq
jacqiee. jacq the great. oh what ever. hahas. thanks for the html thingy. love you so much girl. i cant understand why anyone would hate you. the sweetest thing in the world.

ree
woohoot. ree can shake her booty. remember at the chij fun fair? hahas. the amount of dancing we did. hahas. we were so crazy. oh and at kerri's pool party. that "flash" thingy. mwahahas. back in sec one, or was it two, we used to literally hate each other. now i just love this hot chic.

adele
a-deli. >.< love ya so much. remember at kerri's party? then we kept going to the sauna. hahas. so lame girl. its been so great knowing you. love ya.

i'll do the other shout outs tomorrow.

darn it.

2004-05-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

oh. my. gosh. ms lee kar hiang is our new chemistry teacher. it sounds weird calling her ms lee. she's okay i suppose. not as bad as three-seven said she was. she doesnt speak funny. though she mumbles her words sometimes. but its a tad bit hard to understand her explainations at times. oh well. we'll see how everything goes. her laptop screensaver was this picture with the words "when someone lets you down, dont give up on him/her." its like it was just the right timing. guess i shouldnt give up on our friendship.

on the other hand. some people, who you've trusted for more than have the time you've spent in saint margs can just turn their back on you. i think this is fucking crazy. you guys are so darn dramatic sometimes. "i dont feel like i fit in." well, you've definitely got your arse all snuggled up now, havent you? you're not the only person in the world who feels excluded. maybe you should open your eyes and look around. this world is so fuckened, and you guys were the ones i thought i could rely on. i seriously had that much trust in you, despite everything that happened in the past. i guess sometimes people can be so darn self-centred.

im bloody dissapointed.

friends are the ones who push knifes in the deepest.

sheesh.

2004-05-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

i won fifteen bucks today. five for eating a spoon of corn and peas in tartar sause and green tea. ten for licking this really dusty thing in school. it was right in front of the canteen. hope no one else saw. cough cough. dust ball. >.< it was sick but what the heck. i've got fifteen bucks added into the hash's-belly ring-funds. lalala.

during english we asked mr koh what he'll do if one of his students told him that they liked him. he said that he'll send that to the counseller. english was quite fun today.

today was mrs lee's memorial service. her family came down. i think her younger daughter is so damn funny. she told us about so many stuff. one was a letter that this girl wrote to mrs lee. the whole class was really noisy so she made them write a list of the "bad" stuff they had done. one girl wrote "dearest mrs lee, sorry for stepping on the school plant." mwahahas. the whole school laughed, despite it being a memorial. her husband was.. trying not to cry in front of the whole school? the teachers wanted to do a really nice tribute song to mrs lee. they sang it for us to hear. anyway, mrs lee and everyone in heaven will hear it too. and the song was really funny and sweet. after this service, im starting to miss her a hell lot again. some of the students shared with the school how mrs lee has touched them, etc. one girl was like "i wish she was here to make me pull up my socks and tell me how low they were." i so agree. i wouldnt mind her saying that to me. just to see her again.

i had a weird dream about mrs lee recently. we were all in our classrooms before school first. then after that we were all sitting at the parade ground. as usual before flag raising. except that there was a bridge over the parade ground. then we were all talking when suddenly mrs lee stood in front. then everyone was just so shocked. it was silent for a sheer moment. and suddenly everyone started crying and rushed over to hug her. i told mum about it. she said that maybe the bridge represents her path between heaven and her beloved saint margs. and she was smiling because she was happy with what she had done with life. i think for all of us who have trouble sleeping, are really sad and have been crying a whole lot to think. i'd love for mrs lee to come back to school. knowing that she is in a place with no pain, nor suffering makes me happy. knowing that she is safe in god's arms make me happy too. but knowing that she cant be with us.. sigh. i miss you mrs lee. i love you so much. and im sorry for not realising how much you meant to be. until now, when you're gone. on a super long holiday. which we'll all join you in one day.

oh yeah. happy birthday my darlink steff. thank god we've put all our hatred and everything else negative behind. love you loads dear. we went out to celebrate steff's birthday. me, dionna, germs, jacq, melissa, pamela, reena, sarah and steff took separate cabs to town. i went with dionna, germs, jacq and ree to paragon. went to collect ree's guess belt. omg. the clothes were so freaking nice. her belt was dirty so she asked the nice lil shop lady to get her new one. so the nice lil lady had to go over to another guess branch and get it while we went around paragon. we went to poa. the shoes are super nice. ree liked so many of the shoes there but liked this pointy heels in particular. so darn nice. and it looked great on her feet. but she didnt buy it. jacq literally fell in love with another pair. she managed to reserve it. nice nice nice.

met everyone after that at mos burger in taka. pamela had to leave early so she didnt watch the movie with us. we went to cine, sixth floor. ran down the escalator to the fourth floor. and took the lift up to the sixth floor again. hahas. it was hilarious. the movie was pretty okay. van hellsing. i think the special effects are quite good, but still can be improved. i think the main actress is so darn pretty. too bad the died in the end. whoops. pretend you didnt hear that if you havent watched it. >.<

whats the point if i keep giving and you keep taking?

then i stop and wonder where the fairness in love has gone.

second shot.

2004-05-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

the memorial service is tomorrow. its gonna be so depressing. and its like we're all gonna cry. sigh. i wouldnt mind if she came back and scolded me for sleeping in class, one last time. i remember the last time she did that was during mother tongue class. she scolded me, anushka and hazlyn. her blouse label was ckj. and we kept saying it was calvin klien junior. now i miss her ckj.

i cant stand it when people say, "so your principal die already right?" how rude and unthoughtful.

our art teacher, mrs leister, is one bloody bitch. she was like "you know if mrs lee never die, you all will have your art exams tomorrow." what the hell. it sounds like as if she's saying "thank god mrs lee died. if not you girls will have to sit for your exam tomorrow." she keeps saying "shut up girls. stuff your mouths somewhere else."

you dont know what you have till its gone.

reconnect.

2004-05-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

the ten girls gave each other positions in a castle. im the priest. a super nice dancing and singing priest. hur

i miss mrs lee. sigh. our dear principal. i guess you dont know what you got till its gone. i used to call her bulldog, bitch. all that crap. now she's gone. damn. im regretting it so much. so is everyone else. i remember in sec one, me, reena and sarah were talking. then mrs lee passed by. and reena was like "mrs lee, i like your shoes." and mrs lee responded by saying "why, thank you. i have a matching handbag with it too." we laughed like freaking hyenas. i dont know why it seemed so freaking funny then.

live life to the fullest, because no one is guranteed tomorrow.